Yeah, so for some reason, my blogs don't seem to be showing up. But that's ok, I don't even think anyone (besides Wendy, I guess), reads this anyway. So to heck with it. Not really though. Just pretend.

So I went to see How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days today. Ummm, I don't know what to say. I mean, obviously, Matthew McConaughey is totally swoon-worthy. And Kate Hudson was adorable. But, once again, it's a chick flick and had the normal chick flick effect on me. As in "That's so sweet, why can't that be me...but why the flickin' crap would you want that?!?". Ahh yes, I'm a strange one, I am.

Yeah, so my audition is definitely a week from tomorrow. I'm gonna die. I swear. I'm going to fall over dead. After I cut off my ears, for fear of hearing the worthless crap that will be coming from my viola. I've never felt so insecure and stupid in my life. I mean, God's taunting me. Not really, cause God doesn't taunt. But the state is taunting me. They know that I've wanted to go to Governor's School for like half my life. Ok, 6 years, but still. Close enough. So anyway, they know that I've wanted to go for 6 years, and that going for viola is my dream (yeah, guitar would be better, but they don't have it, so viola it is). They know all this and they're getting me soooo close to getting it and then they're gonna rip it away at the last minute. I don't have the slightest chance at making it. They're gonna take one look at me and laugh their frickin' asses off. And that's all I have to say about that.
- thoughts provided by Katey Orr @ 7:23 PM